Blogging Therapy

Recently I have gone through many blogs. Some of these blogs owners are my friends and some are not. One thing I notice is that most of people love to explain any misfortunate events onto their blogs in great detail. I have nothing against trying to relieve stress by blogging, especially if that certain person do not have people to talk to. When people around you do not understand what you really think or who you really are, scribing it to someplace is one of the way out. Come to think of it, I used to do that a lot too. As can be seen by my archives here and sometimes even from my messenger name.

I have talked to one of my best friends. He said announcing that your life is so miserable is idiotic. It is like you are trying to draw attention from people around you (This maybe the reason you have created your blog in the first place!). In return, you get some sweet and inspiring comments with certain degree of sympathy. And this is from my friend who used to have decease which prevented him from graduation. Though lots of people do not believe him but he never once try to clarify the matter. He said it is no point to discuss; excuse or not, if he cannot graduate then even if everyone understand him, he still got the same result.

I agreed with him in that matter. When you are deciding on something, people around you can criticize or suggest you. But in the end, you are the one who bear the result whether it is good or bad. So, sometimes it is no point to argue over some certain topic that is not related to you. If you win the discussion, nothing happens. You get nothing except winning satisfaction. This is important since some pointless argument can lead to quarrel or broken friendship.

Back to the blogging issue. I found that complaining through your blog is not a good way to both your friends and enemies. You cause the ones who care about you to be worried and your foe to look down pathetically. Either way, I see no good outcome other than to release what you kept in mind. Therefore, I will stop blogging about my misfortune and trash them on my friends personally instead lol.

After all, to live your life is fun. You should live even one more day to see the world around you. Even on that day, it will be your unfortunate day. The one you love may die or you may fail what you wish for. But you can also experience new things and watch your enemy suffer. Any way, it is fun to live. Life is not just a simulation game where you get the same outcome out of same action. The probability of what will befall upon you is limitless. That's why living is so wonderful.

Acknowledgement

May be it's too late to write acknowledgement now. But I would like to give my thank to everyone who have made my trip back home becomes unforgettable. Well, I would like to talk about my extra ordinary trips or activities but it would be too extreme to share in public. If I happen to find a way to publish them without affecting somebody's life, I will think about it.

Firstly, I have to thank my childhood friends who make my daily life in my hometown not so boring. Just like old days. They said if I were to become powerful I would assassinate them to hide my past lol. I would do it if that day really comes! You all know too much about me!

Then, I have to thank my strangely formed capitalism group. They show me how I am going to spend my life. What I really want and human's need. It would be fun to see in the near future, the result of our decision during these years. Anyway, I am sure it will be fun topics like what we speak of our college years, whatever the result will be.

Finally, special thanks to Ofuro 4 group. I never think that I will have that kind of experience in my whole life. Gotta remember till the day I die!

All in all, It is like trip for food and relax. I would say doing these activities constantly and they will surely deplete our life span real fast. But who care! as long as we have fun! I would rather die young than live a long and boring life.

Thanks you all for your time and support. You are at the level above friend. (I would use soulmate if it does not sound so tickly.)

Funny thing I would suggest you to do today is to be "Party Crasher". Just try to blend in some party and steal food! Trust me it is fun and delicious. (Try it with your own risk.) It will be easy if you try to get in big party where the attendees do not suppose to know each other well. E.g. party after conference. Party that require invitation is harder but experienced crashers seem to get in relatively easy. Don't do it at your very small local wedding party or you will be thrown out.

Mind over Matter

It has been so long that I haven't update my blog. I want to write about trip, food and other thing but I am still busy though. So, just write little thing here this time ^^.

Recently, my friends have been complaining about how boring and hopeless their lives are. Some want to quit job and study (though don't know what to study), some can't find job they really like and some just simply have life problems. Come to think of it, I also feel that I myself also lose the inspiration to study. What is the cause?

I used to love studying. But now I begin to hate it. I don't know the exact reason... maybe I can't do it well or I can't feel the charm of studying anymore.

Life will be boring if we think so. You have to report many things each day, how can't you feel bored? I used to see one old woman selling food. Her children already graduated university and are now working. Though she can live without working, she still prefer to work, why is that?

I envy people who can enjoy living their lives. If you are in love with something you do then you will not feel empty inside. This is hard to explain but I did feel it sometimes. Anyway, we can't always choose to do everything we want. But I will try doing things I love as much as I can. That way, I will not regret if I die. In the end, It is ultimately depend on what you think about the world around you. The world is not ideal, it is painful place to live in if you can't take its cruelty properly.

Finally, I will choose to live my life the way I want as much as I can. Everything may not turn out to be good but you will eventually find a way out. It is nothing like a dead end. It is just a matter of decision. What's wrong if you fail or other people don't agree with what you do? You are the only one who will bare the outcome. The life is yours anyway.

"There are two kinds of human decision - bad and worse."