It has been so long that I haven't update my blog. I want to write about trip, food and other thing but I am still busy though. So, just write little thing here this time ^^.
Recently, my friends have been complaining about how boring and hopeless their lives are. Some want to quit job and study (though don't know what to study), some can't find job they really like and some just simply have life problems. Come to think of it, I also feel that I myself also lose the inspiration to study. What is the cause?
I used to love studying. But now I begin to hate it. I don't know the exact reason... maybe I can't do it well or I can't feel the charm of studying anymore.
Life will be boring if we think so. You have to report many things each day, how can't you feel bored? I used to see one old woman selling food. Her children already graduated university and are now working. Though she can live without working, she still prefer to work, why is that?
I envy people who can enjoy living their lives. If you are in love with something you do then you will not feel empty inside. This is hard to explain but I did feel it sometimes. Anyway, we can't always choose to do everything we want. But I will try doing things I love as much as I can. That way, I will not regret if I die. In the end, It is ultimately depend on what you think about the world around you. The world is not ideal, it is painful place to live in if you can't take its cruelty properly.
Finally, I will choose to live my life the way I want as much as I can. Everything may not turn out to be good but you will eventually find a way out. It is nothing like a dead end. It is just a matter of decision. What's wrong if you fail or other people don't agree with what you do? You are the only one who will bare the outcome. The life is yours anyway.
"There are two kinds of human decision - bad and worse."
